Now And Forever!

When the sky was covered with clouds
And the wind sand aloud
I wish you were with me
To warm me and accompany

When there was bright sunshine
And the weather was really fine
I wish you were with me
To hold me and accompany

When there was continuous rain
And I was in deadly pain
I wish you were with me
To console me and accompany

Whatever the conditions maybe
Best or worse, it could be
I wish you were with me
Now and…forever!

Finally

Nearer we are coming
Nearer as can
As the shadows pass by
With every blink of my eye
I see you nearer and clearer
It seems like a dream
With every second
We are covering a thousand miles
With the blitz of the wind
Time flies with the light
After centuries of being apart
With you every second in my heart
The pain that was caused
Is finally doing to depart
Holding you close and tight
In my arms
Will wash away the pain
After centuries of being apart
We’ll be ‘one’
Once again!

How Could It Be True

From the window of my room I see something
But the flowered apple trees make it vague
Yet I know it is something eternal
At first I lay back in my bed
Trying to avoid the trouble
The trouble of curiosity
But it seems like that thing won’t go out of my mind
I go back to my window
And try to focus again
There it was
Same as it was
As serene as ever
I try to step back
But something pulls…
How can a thing be so killing?
Yet so serene?
“No more!” - I think
I rush through the stairs,
The corridors and veranda
Into the courtyard
Now too late to realize
What I was doing
Standing quite close
Yet too far
To a thing that was like a blink
One step – I see those eyes
With the coolness of blizzards
And calmness of oceans
Another step – I see that hair
With the darkness of night
And softness of clouds
Another one – I see that smile
With the flash of thunder
And brightness of the sun
How could it be true
I was standing next to …you!

Bheege bheege armaano ki rahad hai..

It’s strange that how as time passes by and your one and/or the other desires keep fulfilling, new ones come up. Very conveniently we call it- growth. And here I am not just talking about the materialistic bliss, even in relationships. First you wanted just a nice looking girl to hang out with. Then she also has to understand, have patience, know how to cook, take your tantrums, be a yes man…and the list keeps building on.

They say- keep aspiring for something bigger something better. Because if you settled for what you have now- you will miss on what is next in line. What I don’t understand is that how long is it supposed to go? A wise man once told me- “It’ll always be like that Divya! You’ll be at an airport waiting for your flight and there you’ll see a board reading ‘Go there-it’s better there’, the choice is totally in your hands. Listen to your heart and do what it says. But once you decide- don’t leave any place for any regret to build in”.

So what I do now is whenever a doubt creeps up in my mind, if I am mad at someone, unhappy about having a small car, disappointed that my date didn’t go the way I planned- I remember that first day, that initial time- the day that I first met that someone and what all she did for me till today, the day when that key to my small car (which was my Ferrari then) was placed in my hand, the day when I was unwell and that lavish dinner date was turned into a maggie prepared totally by him.
Believe you me- I feel blessed.

Bye for now!

If we could hear one anothers' prayers, God might be relieved of some of his burdens.

What is written wihtout effort is in general read without pleasure.

[Happy Reading... ;-)]

If a small thing has the power to make you angry, does that not indicate about your size?

[...and I am size zero...lol!]

But I luv winters...

The evening was warm. The chill had said its hasta-la-vista. People were out for walks. Small groups of women chit-chatting while their dogs sniffed each other. I seemed to have missed on a lot of life! Was it just the winter setting off or something inside me was getting the warmth too?! I lit a small fire in a tasla- no, not that the coldness inside me desired for more fire. This real fire was to burn some old account statements- things that were complete and some unsettled. Papers torn into the smallest bits were catching fire as though waiting since ages to get sati. Life has been lovely since a few days. A lot has been happening. I have started to sense the numerous lives around me-the holy souls. It is said that if you leant something, you try and it doesn’t work in spite of the plenteous efforts, even after giving in everything that was possible- the only solution is to unlearn it and then learn another way.

And I am half way through this two step procedure!

Smile…

I've Learnt...

I've learnt that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... ;o)

I've learnt that no matter how much I care, some people are just a**h****.

I've learnt that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learnt that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learnt that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.

I've learnt that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learnt that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is atfirst, the passion fades, and there had betterbe a lot of money to take its place!

I've learnt that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, oneof your kids did it.

I've learnt that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away...

Later!

‘Listen to your heart’

Often we ignore what we ‘want’ to do for what we ‘should’ do. We never know who exactly defined the ‘should’ part. Yet we keep doing it. Overlooking the ‘want’ that we (so closely) personally identify with.

Listen to your heart- even if you would go wrong-there will be a sense of satisfaction....

‘Trust your Instinct’

From- ‘should I date this person’ to ‘This guy stares at me often, in the office’; applies to all. Your instinct was developed over millions of years. It can never go wrong. You just need to identify it. So be it in any relationship, any situation if you have a ‘gut feel’ listen to it.

One of the surest evidences of friendship that one individual can display to another is telling him gently of a fault.

If any other can excel it, it is by listening to such a disclosure with gratitude and amending the error.

Anilisms

Today I am starting the first ever ‘regular’ posts on this blog. Though the regularity in its periodic sense is not defined. It will be regular in the sense that you may have the privilege to read them here- every now and then. In short- they’ll be chain or a series.

So much for the setting up of the plot. Let’s come to the crux now. What is ‘Anilism’ by the way? Difficult to define- yet I’ll try, haven’t got much choice here, have I? Often in our lives we come across moments, people, events, hardships, emotions, thoughts- anything that leaves a mark on our minds that may convert to ‘learning’. Anilism is not just a school of thought, in fact, is a way of living.

Also, accompanied by some witty statement from the ‘father himself’.

Watch out for the first Anilism in my next post...

Till Later,

Be good.

The Difference

Money is so cheap! It's quite easy to payback. All you need is a bank account number and one click and you are done!

Had it been somethng else- it might have taken you ages just to think- what, on this earth, can I possibly do to return a favour viz. a shoulder to cry on, a heads up- while you were facing the last ball of the second innings and still needing three runs to win, or may be someone who gave you an ear while you wanted to run away- till the end of the earth or the one who counseled you when you were standing at the edge of the roof of one of the highest buildings in sight, with your hands sweating, heart pounding and head spining.

Now that would be tricky...right!?

Be good.

Relationships

They are such a waste of time! they tire me- draining out all the positive energy from me. Isn't there a way out? Can I avoid them? Wish I could. And there are times when you put in so much and SWOOSH it goes! Why just get into one if this is the way it is supposed to be! Better wait for the one where there is no way back. Like in those puzzle games where the basic condition is that it is compulsary for atleast two people to be onboard at any given point in time.

Ha! Don't people really realize how much the other has done for them! Is it that difficult? I am often blamed to be overdoing it! I mean, appreciating even the smallest, of any, gestures! Sigh...that's me...

Later!

Delusion

The past can be terribly deceptive. It’s like an old photograph. You see a smiling face, a loving arm around someone, and your eyes start glistening with unshed tears.I look so happy…Photographs can lie.They’re just images you create.Smiles can be faked.The past can delude.All because you want to believe.
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New

New house, new room."New experience," they said, "learning new things is good."New place, new people.Hellos, goodbyes and high-pitched giggles."Did you just get in? Oh! Me too!"New clothes, new shoes.Itchy new labels and new band-aids on new blisters.I miss Old. I wonder if it misses me too.
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Cigarettes and Love

He smokes Marlboros. The first cigarette she ever smoked was a Benson and Hedges - Special Filter. So was the last. He kissed her after every cigarette. He said he loved the taste of cigarettes and her grape lip balm. He still smokes Marlboros. It probably wouldn't have worked anyway. The brands were all wrong.
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I cross my bridges when I come to them and burn them behind me, for nothing to show for my progress-except the memory of the smell of smoke and a presumption that once my eyes watered.

NYRs...

I know the theory of making and keeping New Year resolutions doesn’t work. Making- Yes…keepin’…well…NO! Cuz if you really wanted to discard that ol’ annoying habbit of yours or take up a new ‘angelic’ (hey…nothin’ to do with Jolie here ;) if she was involved- probably you would keep it…eh?] one, you wouldn’t wait for even a moment, let alone a full year. Ha!

Sometimes I wonder why just 1st of Jan? Is it because it would make the math easier? To count from this date and hour that how long were you able to keep it! And again, if I really want to cultivate a good habit- why keep a count at all! Shouldn’t it just live with me till I am buried!

But yes, at least there is one day (whatever few moments from the whole day) for at least we have a noble thought! At least I had it somewhere deep down inside me to be good in whatever (social, ethical, moral, spiritual, health wise) way- so what if it doesn’t translate into action. Isn’t it a ‘battle won’ in itself that I got conscious about it?!

Just a thought about it has made a difference, but, of course, following it would make THE difference.

Ciao.

How despicable can we get...!!

When we cheat someone...who are we actually cheating...??This is an important question that one should be asking to the self more often specially in the present times!I agree that in this fast moving world around us, I am talking about the wonderful-corporate-world here, where at every step one is forced to perform to stay in the race, the temptation to deceive may sometime overrule all the moral teachings for a moment.But then is it not our duty to overcome that and controle our minds for that moment!??

One instance:

One fine morning, employees of one of the top MNC are travelling through the Company provided conveyance. The conductor, probably an illeterate, is circulating a sheet of paper around so that the details of the employees availing the facility may be identified and the applicable deductions can be made from the salary.He doesn't know any employee personally,i.e, by names or employee IDs or the likes! Whatever one writes is the Bible for him!Now look at the degree of wickedness-two employees scribble some hypothetical names and IDs just to avoid paying about 500 bucks..!!And mind you they are the ones earning handsome salaries of around 20K..!!We wouldn't mind blowing up 3K to go to a disc or a club just for a night!We will convince ourselves by saying this was a need,there was a need of a nice break, this is not an extravagance...it's a necessity!Why do we behave so irrationally sometimes...??Why do we stoop the the levels where the others might find it difficult to call us 'human'!

A Completely different seen:

One girl about the age of 14yrs has been looking for an averagely build middle aged lady since three days now.The reason- she has to return the fifty paise she borrowed from the lady,one morning!

What a contrast..!!

Actually the question is...HOW this contrast...???

Till later...