Last words

I am a fool,
a fool hopelessly in love.
So much so that
a re-emphasized break up call
makes me think
that it might be for reuniting
That every move you make,
every word you say against being together,
I understand it in the meaning
you don't intend it to be.
That when I hear your voice
after a long, real long time
my heart beats fast
in anticipation of hearing
something it waited for all this while.
The words that it craved for!
A hope that made it beat
just for this supposed day.

I believed the universe

conspires for making me have what I want.

But as always,

the reality bites!

And so today I promise,

I wont let you know

that I keep any hope; my only aid for a survival.

I wont let you know,

about my longing for you.

For you don't want to see me

and so now will become invisible too.

Yes,

I will even forget you

for your happiness!

The answer..

From the movie: Before Sunrise

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0112471/

Look into my eyes, you'll see what you mean to me!

A man has only one escape from his old self to see a different self in the mirror of some woman's eyes.


Clare Boothe Luce

How?

Love that well which thou must leave ere long. 


William Shakespeare
(Love that thing nicely which you have to leave soon. Means love that thing or person well which you must leave before long, i.e. soon.)

Is it?

Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love.

Emptiness...

Everyday when I wake up, it strikes me in the weirdest of places and in the strangest of ways that you are not around anymore. And believe me... it hurts!

Do you?

Long after moments of closeness have passed, a part of you remains with me and warms the places your hands have touched and hastens my heart for your return.


Robert Sexton

The solution

Give in to love, or live in fear.

Mimi Marquez, "Another Day", Rent

I understand... I do!

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.


Rev Ed Hird

Extreme emotions

Hot tears roll from the sides of my eyes and down my plumped cheeks, which ache from smiling and I squeeze them with my hand to stop. It occurs to me how close happiness and sadness are. So closely knitted together. Such thin line, a thread-like divide that in the midst of emotions, it trembles, blurring the territory of exact opposites. The moment is minute, like the thin thread of a spider's web that quivers under a raindrop. Here in my moment of unstoppable cheek and stomach aching laughter, as my body rolls around, my stomach clenched, all the muscles taut, my body jumps about, is racked by emotion and therefore steps ever so slightly over the mark, and into sadness. Tears of sadness gush down my cheeks as my stomach continues to shake and ache with happiness.

How quickly a moment of love was snapped away to a moment of hate. One comment to steal it all away. Of how love and war stand upon the very same foundation. How in the darkest moments, my most fearful times, when faced, became my bravest. When feeling at your weakest, you end up showing more strength, when at your lowest are suddenly lifted higher than you've ever been.

They all border one another, those opposites, and how quickly we can be altered. Despair can be altered by one simple smile offered by a stranger; confidence can become fear by the arrival of one uneasy presence; a waver on a balance beam can turn excitement into pain, in an instant. Everything is on the verge, always brimming the surface, a slight shake, a tremble sends things toppling. How similar emotions are.

How quickly such comfort with someone can shift to awkwardness. How in the very second you reach a dead end, moments when you are convinced you know exactly where you are going are altered. A realization in less than a second. A flicker and the light becomes pitch black.

I continue to stare at the ceiling, feeling lost again when only moments ago I'd been found. My answers of only minutes ago are again transformed into questions.

A veil hangs between the two opposites, a mere slip of a thing that is transparent to warn us or comfort us. You hate now but look through this veil and see possibility of love; you are sad now but look through to the other side and see happiness. Absolute composure to a complete mess- it happens so quickly, all in the blink of an eye.

Thanks for the memories 
-Cecelia Ahern 

Worthless?

"And think not, you can direct the course of love; for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course". 


 Khalil Gibran

Possessed

"The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart."


 Josiah G. Holland

Good morning to good night...

Some day, someone will come into your life and will love you the way you always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday, learn.
If your someday is tomorrow, hope.
If your someday is today, cherish!!

:snort :snort | :roar :roar | bow bow | Hueu

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogum-snoogums, You're the Apple of my Eye... :)
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And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear... :(

...and then you reclined!

The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender.


Emil Ludwig

For no regrets...

It is never too late to be what you might have been.

George Eliot

How to Save Your Own Life (1977)

"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more".


Erica Jong in How to Save Your Own Life (1977)

You always concentrate my whole senses..

"My mind has been the most discontented and restless one that ever was put into a body too small for it. I never felt my mind repose upon anything with complete and undistracted enjoyment- upon no person but you. When you are in the room my thoughts never fly out of window: you always concentrate my whole senses".


John Keats (Letters to Fanny)

Emotions...

"Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the greater the jealousy - in fact, they are almost incompatible; one emotion hardly leaves room for the other".


Jubal Harshaw Robert Heinlein in Stranger In A Strange Land

The reason

The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long...

@05/06/2009 | Friday | 7 PM

"You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a car passes by so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway...then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you're still in the exact same time with it. That's what love is like."


Waiting for the noise to pass...