Some Crave For Love, Some For...

Days passed within a blink of time
Craving for you just made me blind
I overlooked the wonderful people beside me
‘cause I just think of ‘your’ company
Every little instance I related to you
The people I did not compare you with, were very few
I wonder what you do
And am sometimes worried
The good memories that we share
You might have them buried
What fault are they at?
These innocent faces
Why should they be mistreated by torturous paces?
Mind you, too long forbidden is worse than gone!
If I leave you, will you keep on going on?

Straight From My Heart

Though I never want
But as the time demands
I bid a farewell to you with joined hands

Soon I’ll be around you – no more.
I’ll surely miss you-
As the one I always adore
Do forgive me my sweetheart
If unknowingly I hurt you in anyway
‘May you always get the Best’ - I’ll always pray
One thing that makes me feel good inside
Is that I’m leaving you with the love of your life

Wash me off completely from your eyes and mind
‘Cuz you should never stop and look behind

And for me, I don’t say
Life would be ‘easy’ without you
I know I’ll have a hard time
But then the thought of
You being happy with your love
Will pacify me too.

And my dear
You have given my wonderful memories for a lifetime
The thought of every little thing concerning you
Will help me keep alive!

One thing I’d love you to do is
Consider me away from the herd
As someone closest to your heart
That would be more than enough
To let me exist.

To My Best Friend

Allow me to hold your hand
So you know I’m there
Sit right beside you, gaze at you
And breathe your surrounding air
Let me just stroke your hair
And soothe away your worries
Give you a healing touch
Like cute little cupid fairies
Just talk to me
And let out all you want
Drain away the creases on your forehead
And put them in my hands
I promise to stand by you
Even when you go through hell
I’ll lend you advice, a shoulder, a hand anytime
Provided you come to me and TELL!

Now And Forever!

When the sky was covered with clouds
And the wind sand aloud
I wish you were with me
To warm me and accompany

When there was bright sunshine
And the weather was really fine
I wish you were with me
To hold me and accompany

When there was continuous rain
And I was in deadly pain
I wish you were with me
To console me and accompany

Whatever the conditions maybe
Best or worse, it could be
I wish you were with me
Now and…forever!

Finally

Nearer we are coming
Nearer as can
As the shadows pass by
With every blink of my eye
I see you nearer and clearer
It seems like a dream
With every second
We are covering a thousand miles
With the blitz of the wind
Time flies with the light
After centuries of being apart
With you every second in my heart
The pain that was caused
Is finally doing to depart
Holding you close and tight
In my arms
Will wash away the pain
After centuries of being apart
We’ll be ‘one’
Once again!

How Could It Be True

From the window of my room I see something
But the flowered apple trees make it vague
Yet I know it is something eternal
At first I lay back in my bed
Trying to avoid the trouble
The trouble of curiosity
But it seems like that thing won’t go out of my mind
I go back to my window
And try to focus again
There it was
Same as it was
As serene as ever
I try to step back
But something pulls…
How can a thing be so killing?
Yet so serene?
“No more!” - I think
I rush through the stairs,
The corridors and veranda
Into the courtyard
Now too late to realize
What I was doing
Standing quite close
Yet too far
To a thing that was like a blink
One step – I see those eyes
With the coolness of blizzards
And calmness of oceans
Another step – I see that hair
With the darkness of night
And softness of clouds
Another one – I see that smile
With the flash of thunder
And brightness of the sun
How could it be true
I was standing next to …you!

Bheege bheege armaano ki rahad hai..

It’s strange that how as time passes by and your one and/or the other desires keep fulfilling, new ones come up. Very conveniently we call it- growth. And here I am not just talking about the materialistic bliss, even in relationships. First you wanted just a nice looking girl to hang out with. Then she also has to understand, have patience, know how to cook, take your tantrums, be a yes man…and the list keeps building on.

They say- keep aspiring for something bigger something better. Because if you settled for what you have now- you will miss on what is next in line. What I don’t understand is that how long is it supposed to go? A wise man once told me- “It’ll always be like that Divya! You’ll be at an airport waiting for your flight and there you’ll see a board reading ‘Go there-it’s better there’, the choice is totally in your hands. Listen to your heart and do what it says. But once you decide- don’t leave any place for any regret to build in”.

So what I do now is whenever a doubt creeps up in my mind, if I am mad at someone, unhappy about having a small car, disappointed that my date didn’t go the way I planned- I remember that first day, that initial time- the day that I first met that someone and what all she did for me till today, the day when that key to my small car (which was my Ferrari then) was placed in my hand, the day when I was unwell and that lavish dinner date was turned into a maggie prepared totally by him.
Believe you me- I feel blessed.

Bye for now!